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Friday, 08 April 2011

Monday, 04 April 2011

  • I'm Sorry.

    "I gave him the best of me, now I only have to give what's left of me.. Trying to take back what was mine to begin with. What I should have saved.. but with each piece there comes a memory.. of the way things were"

    Each day I tuck away, further and further into the unconscious, some form of memory of whatever existed. Forbidden thoughts. Unspoken words.

    Looking forward to each new day, and yet, how do I learn to shut out certain things? How can I satisfy the craving to know how, and why, and who, and what I failed to do? And yet still, the need to know more about myself, and other people?

    How can I simply learn to trust fully again? Not to doubt things because you chose to give up? I don't want to do the same.

    Each day it feels as though I wear a mask.. only one person can see through that mask.. and yet he's the one I hurt the most..

     

Thursday, 23 September 2010

  • Hauntings of what could have been..

    And today would have marked our 30 month anniversary. 2.5 years.

    How is it that I still can't get you off my mind? How is it that you still seem to creep in and hijack my thoughts when I know that you should not be there?

    It's been 5 months.

    I had a dream of you last night. It's not something I can really share with him either.

     

     

    Last night you held my hand.. just like the first time.

     

    I saw the veil I'm forced to hide behind every day. Hide behind the truth and cover it up with a smile. Maybe it's a good thing you cannot read my mind. Or can you?

    In all that time, how well do you really know me?

    I wonder.

    But then I shouldn't be.

     

    I want to tell you everything I'm holding on to. Those late night calls. Those stolen moments..

    If it happened again..

    well..

     

    Should I even be hoping?

     

     

     

    So here's my confession..

     

    I still miss you.

     

     

     

    Story of a broken heart..

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

Photostrip

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  • *Government papers state megan. u can call me neko.19.sleep is good.Got food? Im there.*def. lackin any athletic ability.*Laugh&smile =D Haters fuck off. TRUE friends are the best. Weird. icecream. Smartass&conceited when I wanna be. Eyeliner.Spider solitaire.Shopping. Movies. Slow jams. R&B. Lazy. love me or hate me i`m still on ya mindss. Life’s too short. hardcore. ok fineee i lied; sue me. randomness. down-to-earth. Hugs&kisses xox

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